Honestly, can't think straight right now. Rain will do that to a person. Oh, and finding out that your grandmother is a vegetable right now, and has pretty much less than a month to live. That'll definitely do it too.
So, she has been fighting cancer for about 2 years. Things were looking ok, it was in remission.
Grandmother 1, Cancer 0.

Well, it decided to make a replay so to speak. The next thing we know, she is going through 3 different chemo treatments, hospitalized once, she fell and couldn't get up and laid on the floor for several hours, can't eat, can't do anything but sleep.
Cancer 3,901, Grandmother 0.

So, she went into a hospice as of Tuesday. And she's on so many meds that she is asleep 23 1/2 hours out of the day. Wonderful.

Isn't that great. And here, me celebrating because I lost 10 pounds. *makes sad face* Well, at least the rain matches my mood.

Peace,
~R~

******EDIT*******
So, not long after this initial entry, my mother called to inform me that my grandmother had passed. She passed at about 11pm, on Tuesday, May 21st. She went quitely, just never woke up, and just stopped breathing. At least she is no longer in pain.

Thanks to my well wishers. I do appreciate the support.

~R~